My First Triathlon and What I Want to Remember

IMG_9557I did it. My first triathlon. It was “only” a sprint length, so 1/3 mile swim, 8 mile bike, and 3.1 mile run, but it was a HUGE hurdle for me to face mentally, considering I was and AM only comfortable in 1 of the 3 disciplines. And I only trained for 4 weeks (see my previous post Triathlon 101 – Step One: Commit). And I got a head cold 3 days beforehand, and a migraine the day before (and still have one). And I taught a cardio dance class at 7:30pm the night before.

Beginner poor planning problems.

But I did it.

And for the first time in a long time, I am really proud of myself. I did something… for ME. Something really really scary… TO me.

I want to remember this moment.

I want to remember the BEFORE: that I cried every week for the past month.  I want to remember the DURING: what a panic attack feels like.  I want to remember the AFTER: what a high it is to make it across the finish line, and that high is still going!


BEFORE: I cried every week for the 4 weeks leading up to the race.

Week One: Crying at the Pool

On my second day of swim training, I had to bring my 7-year-old daughter with me to the pool. I gave her some dive toys and told her she could just play while I swam. And I told her I was going to swim 33 laps non stop.

Well, we got in the pool, and I went off. I did TWO laps. I stopped next to her, and I was on the verge of tears because I couldn’t keep my breath calm enough to continue. I was so disappointed and so upset at myself for not being able to do the 33 laps nonstop like I set out to do. Two. I did only two laps nonstop.

I looked at my daughter and said, “Mama can’t do it. I can’t do it.” I pretty much gave up on the triathlon at that moment.

“Yes you can Mama! You can do it!” she shouted to my surprise.

I had given up but my daughter had not. She gave me that extra push of hope and inspiration to try again. I gave her a big hug and told her, “Thank you cutie.” And I started swimming again, with a new refreshed determination. This time I did it. 33 laps nonstop.

She probably does not even remember this moment, but I will forever. She believed in me.


Week Two: Crying at the Stoplight

I bought a starter bike three weeks before the race – my first bike since I was 12 years old.  Needless to say, it was my first time wearing cycling shoes and using clip on pedals, and figuring out how to use gears.  On my first real ride, I did a 17 mile loop where the race was going to take place.  It was a great opportunity to check out the terrain, and practice how to shift gears.  Everything was going great.

On my way home in the final few miles, I had to make a left turn at the stoplight.  It was tricky to lift up my left hand and merge to the left turn lane.  That already made me nervous.  But I made it to the lane and unclipped my right foot, ready to stop.  Unfortunately, my weight was shifted to the left, and… because my left foot was still clipped in, I completely fell over like a tree being chopped down.  With cars lined up behind me.  Shocked and embarrassed, I picked myself up, half laughing half crying.  When the light turned green, I didn’t even attempt to get on the bike.  I ran on the crosswalk pushing my bike along – avoiding all eye contact with the drivers around me.

Then I did it again a few stoplights later.  Unclipped my right foot, fell to my left.  Again.  It’s mortifying.

Week Three: Crying at my Dance Class

Two weeks to go and I got most of my gear at this point, including my new Synergy wetsuit, Orca thermal swim cap and Mack ear plugs.  My friend Lizzy and I decided we should do a test triathlon at the actual race site so we could swim in open water for the first time, and see how the bike and run felt afterwards.

I was so nervous that morning packing my car with all the gear I needed for swimming, biking, and running.  I had stomach problems.  I had to pee all the time.  My heart was racing.  I couldn’t focus.

Oh, and I had to teach my dance class first.

Well, I showed up at the dance class, trying to keep my mind focused on what I was going to teach.  But then I made eye contact with Lizzy, and at that exact moment, we both lost it.  I burst into tears because my nerves were out of control.  We wanted to do this test run, but we didn’t too.  I had to share with my dance students what was going on with me because I was a wreck.

Week Four: Crying at my Yoga Class

My theme for my yoga classes this week was “Overcoming Your Fear.”  I taught a wall class on handstands and inversions for my power yoga class.  I found quotes about facing your fears.  I made playlists with songs about confidence and bravery.  I shared honestly about my triathlon and my fears of swimming, or drowning, or simply failing.  And in my last yoga class before the race, I realized that I couldn’t just share about my fears anymore, I was really going to have to face my fears.  Very very very soon.  And yup, you guessed it, tears.

Looking back, I was anxious the entire month before the triathlon.  Some days were just worse than others, but I was constantly anxious.  I don’t cry often.  Maybe in some movies, or once or twice a year… but this month, once a week.  And now I know when I am truly scared, that translates into crying.


DURING: The panic attack while swimming is REAL.

I want to remember that the swim portion was just as terrifying as I had imagined.  I started the first 100 meters of the swim probably way too fast for my pace, and at the first buoy turn, it got way too crowded. Someone grabbed my leg. There was splashing everywhere. I panicked and just treaded water waiting for the crowds to pass. But then I couldn’t calm down. I was gasping for breath. I refused to put my head in the water. This next 200 meter section was an ugly mix of breaststroke, sidestroke, backstroke, freestyle with my head out of the water, treading water, and doggy paddling. Yes, doggy paddling. I really didn’t think I could keep going. I couldn’t breathe. I wanted to climb onto the kayaks and give up. I told myself I’d never do this again. I told myself I couldn’t do it. I hated that moment.

Then I turned the final buoy (still doggy paddling) and remembered my swim experience with my daughter 4 weeks ago.  I didn’t want to fail my kids, who were watching me swim and cheering me on.  I couldn’t give up.  And I didn’t want to doggy paddle to the swim finish line.  So somehow that mental switch composed me and I was able to catch my breath.  I told myself to finish slow and steady the final 200 meters just like I have been training. I swam freestyle the final third, simply motivated by the fact that I was so close to getting out of the water.  I was calm and happy getting out of the water.

But those few minutes in the middle were seriously MISERABLE.  Panic attacks are no joke.  A few minutes felt like eternity.


AFTER: Believe in yourself.

After the slowest swim ever, I made up a lot of lost time on the bike ride. Somehow I relied on my strength and muscles and just went for it. As fast as I could. And I LOVED it. Surprisingly, the bike ride was my favorite part by far and I had a huge smile on my face the entire ride.

The run was consistent and steady as expected.  I was surprised I held an 8 minute pace even though it felt like a 10 minute pace.

My finish time was 1:08:03 and what in the world? I was 54th overall and got 3rd place in my age group (females 35-39)!!! I seriously was just trying not to be last! I left before the awards ceremony but for sure that would have been my first podium!  HA!  Now THAT was unexpected.


I want to remember all of this while it is fresh.

My highs.  My lows.  My super highs.  My super lows.

Wow, what an experience.  WHAT. AN. EXPERIENCE.

Now the question is… do I keep training and try it again???  Can I compete my best effort next time versus having a panic attack?  Or was the swim that terrifying that I don’t want to put myself through that again?  Or should I just go back to my handstands?

Or both?  =)


Thank you thank you to all of you who have read my post to here… who have silently cheered me on this past month.  Thank you for believing in me.


10 Tips For Migraine Relief

So you suffer from migraines too?

I’m sorry… I understand.  I really do.  And for the first time in probably 25 years, I’ve finally figured out how to find *some* relief.  Some.  And if you truly get migraines, you are like me and desperate for ANY relief.  So read on…

I started getting them in my teens, about every 6 weeks, and consistently for 3 days each time.  For 24 years.  Yes the dark room, yes nausea and throwing up, yes please crush my head with some metal plates.

Not my finest moment, but I documented my last migraine attack:


Just like everyone’s symptoms and frequencies are different, relief comes in different combinations.

Combinations.  There is not one thing to relieve migraines.  It’s a lot of factors.  I am convinced I get them because my personality is go go GO, so much that I am anxious and stressed all the time, not sleeping enough, not eating regularly, saying yes to everything and then the migraines hit because it is the ONLY way I become forced to do absolutely nothing for 3 days.  Well, I do the bare minimum like go to work still and finish my responsibilities (while literally dying inside), then running home and crashing on the bed not because it makes me feel better but because I  just need to close my eyes and dig my fists into my temples. Sound familiar to anyone?  Oh and you have kids too?  Forget about it.  Worst mom ever.

Wow that was a lot of venting.  Moving on.

Here are 10 tips (or superstitions) that have worked for me:

1) Stay really hydrated.  I literally chug a glass of water about every hour.  Don’t believe me?  This is my water bottle, I mean 64 ounce jug.  I put my daughter’s 8 ounce cup on the side for comparison.  I don’t care how much you hate water.  That’s why I said chug.

2) Goodbye caffeine!  When I got pregnant with my first daughter 6 years ago, I gave up caffeine. If you really need coffee, switch to Decaf and just  let the flavor convince you that there’s a caffeine kick.  Otherwise, tea.  Decaf tea has worked for me… but make sure the tannins in tea are not your trigger.

3) And that is my husband’s wine collection… yup, goodbye alcohol.  Remember, do you want a migraine???  I’m sorry… but it’s the truth.  Alcohol is definitely a trigger…

As a side note, if your significant other is like mine and loves wine but now has no one to enjoy it with, you must get them a Coravin.  It is a device that allows you to pour out a portion of wine through a little needle without popping open the cork and the wine stays fresh.  Pretty innovative!

4) Uh oh.  I know you hate me now.  I hate this post too.  My weakness: chocolate… mmm chocolate.  I love chocolate chip cookies.  I love chocolate ice cream.  I love these chocolate covered caramel macadamia nuts.  $&@!  Everything comes in moderation and is a trial and error PER PERSON.  My solution is everyday I have a whey protein smoothie that uses natural chocolate flavors and it has worked to satisfy my craving without triggering my migraine!  Whew!

5) Aspartame: An artificial sweetener used in lots of drinks or foods is a trigger.  I used to love having Diet Coke everyday.  Or Barq’s root beer.  Reach for that glass of water instead.  Chug chug chug!!!

6) Eat regularly and eat natural foods more often than not.  Fresh vegetables, fresh fruits, basically the less processed the better.  Opposite of fresh food: hot dogs. Sausages.  Those also have nitrates which I know trigger my migraines.  Opposite of fresh food.  Ramen packages that I grew up on and crave, but also have MSG, another trigger.  Natural, fresh, I know where this came from and how it was made or what ingredients it has… and eat regularly, aka let your body have a little bit of nourishment throughout the day.

7) Sleep enough.  Like my girls.  Strict bedtimes.  Full night’s rest.  Ha!  Guilty guilty guilty.  I said I had some ideas for relief… but trust me it’s hard!!!  I went to Hawaii and slept in, took naps, felt great, and the first day I get back?  5 hours of sleep.  Went straight through teaching 3 intense classes in a row plus 4 loads of laundry, cleaning the house, cooking dinner, catching up on work, all while taking care of my 2 and 5 year olds who were cranky from the time change.  Slept 5 hours at the end of that day.  How can I not expect to get a Migraine?

8) Bodywork.  I knew I always loved deep tissue massages but now I know that regular bodywork actually helps prevent migraine attacks.  I carry so much stress (as most people do) in my neck and shoulders.  I used to get massages randomly as a special treat, but a year and a half ago, I started seeing my amazing friend Bill Vrabel at Marin Power Yoga regularly as a form of treatment.  And he’s not a “follow a sequence I was taught” type person.  I don’t have to say anything about where it is hurting and he can follow the energy lines in my body to know where I am tight on any particular day.  You need to find someone like that.  And see them regularly.  My home treatment?  Lying on random tennis balls or using this truMedic massager at home.  Better than nothing!

9) Medication.  I tried meds before and they never worked because I would always take the pills too late.  But I kept taking them in hopes of some magic.  I stopped meds when I became pregnant and was off meds for the past 5 years… and my migraines were worse than ever.  Just last year I was desperate and restarted Sumatriptan.  The difference is I know my body better now that I have had migraines for 25 years.  I know before the migraine is coming.  I know that cloudiness that begins to fog up my brain.  I know that general whole body unwell feeling and loss of appetite.  If you catch that moment BEFORE your migraine, the medicine is magic.  At least it has been for me… and I completely believe my yoga practice has been what has helped me distinguish a deeper level of mind and body awareness.  I am more in tune with my body when it starts to drift into migraine mode.  On to my final tip: #10.

10) Do you do too much?  Are you constantly thinking?  Are you running around like a headless chicken most of the day?  If so, you need some form of stress relief that lets your brain stop thinking.  I recommend yoga.  And just like bodywork, you have to find the yoga class and teacher and studio and community that resonates with you.  You’ll know if you take a class, and simply feel better afterwards.  That’s it.  You’ve found something good.

I started yoga 15 years ago in hopes of relieving my migraines.  But I still drank coffee, alcohol, didn’t watch what I ate, basically did not follow anything else on this list… so… yup still had chronic migraines.  But it’s the combination of all the above.  Maybe it’s because I am a mom now and have to take care of others… that I started to really notice what I needed to do to take care of myself.  You know, like how they say on an airplane to first put on your oxygen mask before your child’s?  All I know is I cannot live with migraines and I cannot take care of my kids when I get an attack.  I needed to find relief, so for the past year I have committed to this list above.  Not perfectly by all means, but *more often than not.*
And for the first year in 25 years, I had only FOUR migraines in 2016 compared to an average of TEN each year (of 24 years!!!) before.  This year, it is April 2017 and boy am I due for one… but *knock on wood,* I haven’t had one yet.  I must be doing something right.

And to me, that shows there is HOPE.  The only reason I wrote this post spontaneously is because for the very very very first time in my entire life, I found hope with my migraines, and I pray that you do too.  I feel you.  I understand you.  These steps are not fun nor easy, and they do absolutely take commitment, but I wish for your healing.  Please leave a comment if any of this has helped.



PS #11) Do NOT do no-handed headstands.  They are absolutely a trigger for me!!!  Bad Grace BAD!!!

300 Hour Yoga Teacher Training at Marin Power Yoga: A Recap


10 weeks + 30 hours per week + 11 guest teachers = It’s been a long, but amazing summer!

Last week, I completed my 300 hour advanced yoga teacher training program at Marin Power Yoga, and once I file all the paperwork with Yoga Alliance, I will be able to combine my previous E-RYT 200 hour certification and become a 500 hour Registered Yoga Teacher! Hooray!

To be honest, it is not really the designation that matters to me.  I have taught over 1000 hours of yoga classes since I first received my RYT 200, and I still feel like a beginner in so many ways.  What matters to me is professional development, continuing to grow and be a better teacher and student.  Even after now with an additional 300 hours, I have discovered that I am even more so a beginner than before!!!  And I have a feeling I always will be…  I am thirsty to learn more, I am humbled by my teachers, and I have only scraped the surface of all there is to know…

This is my summer in review… with a few of my favorite notes that I am taking away from each of my teachers.

Debbie Daly: Yin Yoga

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Photo Courtesy of Marin Power Yoga

Debbie is the queen of yin.  And she sings.  Really good.  One of the classes, she even brought her Ukelele and sang to us during savasana. I’d like to say that I will start chanting in my classes… but… I won’t.

Yin Yoga Postures

I have been teaching Yin at Marin Power Yoga for a few years, but I always found it easier to call out the poses with the same name as in my Power or Gentle Yoga classes.  For example, I would say “Seated Forward Fold,” when in actuality, Yin Yoga has a different name for all the poses, and a Seated Forward Fold would be called “Caterpillar.”

  • I will try to incorporate at least one official Yin Yoga Posture name each week to educate myself and my students on the proper name.

Everybody Is Different

Literally every BODY is different.  I obviously knew that already, however, I was previously taught to teach a ton of very specific alignment about which direction a foot should point towards or the exact placement for your hand.  Wrong!  Debbie brought Napoleon to teach us quite a bit of anatomy and we learned that structurally someone’s bones may just not be able to do a certain movement.

  • I will guide students towards a pose, but allow some “wiggle” room for students to truly feel the pose and adjust accordingly for their body, instead of following a strict set of directions.
  • I will give fewer unnecessary alignment cues (i.e. just babbling out all the steps to a pose), and instead cue to what I see in the room and what will resonate with the students in front of me.
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Meet Napoleon.

Balance Yin With Yang

Although most of the training was on anatomy and yin postures, Debbie also taught us a few Yang flows to help stimulate the flow of chi.  I have never done QiGong, but I imagine it to be similar to what Debbie was teaching us… flowing with breath and energy.  This particular Warrior Advance and Retreat sequence was my favorite:

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My Sunday #yoga #flow. This past week was the first time I did anything close to what I imagine #Taichi or #qigong to be like. This is the #Warrior Advance and Retreat #yang #sequence I learned from @debbiedalyhere during her 30 hour #yin training at @marinpoweryoga. She originally learned this sequence from #paulgrilley. I never thought I would enjoy anything like this, but believe it or not, I felt the #qi! Moving slower can absolutely create just as much energy and heat! Always learning, always growing… #TheHeartOfWorship #mattredman ———————————– Outfit by @athleta #athleta #athletaambassador #sponsored #athletacortemadera #powerofshe @bayclubs #yogi #yogini #yogaeverydamnday #yogaeverywhere #yogaeveryday #yogaeveryblessedday #yogainspiration #yogaflow #yogadance #god #godisgood #warriorpose #virabhadrasana

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Debbie Daly, E-RYT 500, is a senior yin yoga teacher with extensive training under Paul Grilley. Before moving to the bay area, Debbie was the founder and owner of Tucson Yoga, a vibrant low-cost yoga studio in Arizona that grew to serve over 20,000 students/year during her 10 years as director. Her yoga home is now Yoga Toes Studio in Point Reyes, where she works with MC Yogi and Amanda.

Visit for more information about Debbie.

Anne Marie Kramer: Be Extraordinary

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Photo Courtesy of Marin Power Yoga

This was by far my favorite quote from Anne Marie that she used to theme one of her classes: “No amount of self-improvement can make up for self-acceptance.”  I have since reflected on this quote and shared it with many of my students because it is so simple, yet so powerful.  Self love.

Masterful Flow

Anne Marie had a special “arc” for her classes.  She always sequenced her classes to a peak, and allowed students to flow free and independent for a few minutes.  During this time, Anne Marie would intentionally turn up the music volume to a high energy song that matched the intensity of the class.  Then right after the peak, Anne Marie would drop to complete silence and ground everyone into a 5 minute seated meditation.  Right in the middle of class.  This was Anne Marie’s masterful flow that was true to her, and therefore as a student, it worked.

  • I will play my music with intention.  I will not be afraid to include more silence into my classes and I will try to be masterful with the flow of songs and the arc of my class.  I will be more mindful to keep the volume lower when I am instructing, and turn it up higher when the class is flowing.
  • I will incorporate at least a minute of meditation into my classes as a start to deepen my students’ practice.

Juicy Assists

Yum Yum… yes I loved learning these!
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Be Authentic

Anne Marie spent the first day doing goal setting with us, and she helped us to determine our mission statements.  What are our values, what is our purpose, what is our vision? It all came down to one word, and for me, that word was to inspire.  Lately, Anne Marie has been sharing bits of inspiration through live broadcasts on her Facebook page.  My favorite so far?  Hug life.

  • I will inspire others to grow through every obstacle, to find love in every imperfection, and to appreciate every breath.
  • I will work on sharing more bits and pieces of myself in my classes.  I would love to one day be able to share as eloquently as Anne Marie!

Committed to empowering others, Anne Marie Kramer inspires sensuality and strength with her intuitive teaching. Her approach to yoga is playful and edgy. She’s known for her creative sequencing, loving assists, ability to hold students in silence and words that pierce the soul.

Anne Marie believes in the healing power of yoga, and its ripple effect on the community and world. In 2007, she founded Zuda Yoga and Zuda’s Open Your Heart Teacher Training. There are studios in Sacramento, Folsom and Roseville. Hundreds of Zuda’s training graduates have gone on to teach yoga and open many studios not only in the greater Sacramento area but around the nation and world.

After teaching others for 20 years Anne Marie has learned that everything and everyone is a mirror.  Yoga is everywhere.When Anne Marie is teaching: Expect the unexpected!

Visit for more information about Anne Marie.

Desirae Pierce: Bowspring Alignment

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From the moment Desirae began the training, you could feel her passion and strong belief in the style of yoga she practices, called Bowspring Alignment.   Secretly, I also knew immediately we would get along when she pulled out her full color, beautifully bound manual for our training.  Desirae challenged a lot of the traditional ways we think of poses, but after learning her techniques, I was able to achieve something that I have never done before… a crow arm balance to a handstand!!!

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#Breakthrough!!! Last year my #yoga #asana #goal was to do a #pikepress… And with a daily, consistent, and determined #practice, I did a total of 3 in 2015 😅. Now I can do a #pike handstand everyday only because of the time and effort I have invested. 🙏. My 2016 goal was to #press from #crow to #handstand… And this happened today in a #poweryoga class at @marinpoweryoga!!! Woooohooo I wasn't expecting it and even started literally jumping around with excitement afterwards (fortunately nobody saw me because I was in the back corner of the class!). Today was the conclusion of a mind blowing 30 hour workshop on the #Bowspring #alignment technique with the incredibly passionate @desiraeapierce from @breathandbodyyoga. Desirae unlocked something in my mind and body to allow me to lift my legs up!!! Magic happens when we have a #beginnersmind and we empty our slates… And then we are ready and willing to learn!!! Thank you Desirae! ❤️ —————————————— Outfit by @athleta #athleta #athletaambassador #sponsored #athletacortemadera #powerofshe #handstands #handstand365 #questforthepress #inversion #inversions #inversionjunkie #yogaeverydamnday #yogaeverywhere #yogainspiration #practiceandalliscoming

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Natural Curve of the Spine

We often hear the cue, “tuck the tailbone,” in many of our poses including specifically chair pose.  However, one of my biggest takeaways from Desirae was that we simply want to keep the natural curve of the spine, not exaggerate the arch by sticking our bottom way back, nor removing the arch (which tucking does).  Instead, we find the middle where our back feels happy and the body is aligned.  Perhaps this makes the most impact for me in poses involving my neck.  I have learned from Desirae to press the back of my head down firmly on the ground, instead of letting my chin meet my chest in poses like bridge or shoulderstand.  Perhaps I can heal my own migraines now that I am keeping the natural curve in my neck!

  • I will not cue “tuck the tailbone” anymore!
  • I will guide students to keep the natural curve in their spine during poses.
  • I will discourage my children from doing somersaults because that is what I did way too many times as a child, and consequently I have a flat neck (actually a reverse C-shaped curve) because of my chin staying tucked to my chest!

Fluidity Inside a Pose

I am used to seeing these beautiful photos of yogis doing the perfect full expression of a pose.  A downward dog with perfect lines and heels on the mat.  A warrior 2 with the hips super open to the side and a deep lunge.  Desirae challenged this idea of a full expression because she said that when we have our legs straightened out or when we’ve hit what we think is the “final destination,” then there is no where else to go.  Instead, she teaches her downward dog with the knees slightly bent, the heels lifted off the floor, the head slightly lifted versus collapsing, and the sit bones spread away from each other.  Then, as Desirae says, you can move!  You can flow somewhere else, you can pounce, you can spring, you can keep shifting and growing.  Another example is in Wheel pose, Desirae taught us that it actually doesn’t make sense to press our hips way up to the sky and stay there.  Instead, we should soften our knees and actually drop our hips down to go deeper in our backbend!

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Photo Courtesy of Marin Power Yoga

  • I will cue softness into the poses I teach so that students can continue to explore the depth of their movements.
  • I will be ok with a pose not “looking” perfect, because it will feel better in my body.

Dig Drag

This is a technique I have always used in my practice, but I never knew it was a technique until Desirae helped put words for the actions that I use to deepen my poses.  An example is in a Standing Forward Fold, place your fingertips on the floor slightly in front of your face and “dome” your hands.  Dig the fingertips down and imagine you are dragging your fingertips back towards your toes.  That action will cause the spine to lengthen forward!  Dig drag!

  • I will teach dig drag in my classes, including my favorite, placing the fingertips on the back of your head and then pressing energetically into the fingertips and head.  I love doing this during backbends such as crescent lunge or Warrior 1 because the head is supported by the fingertips so the neck is not strained, and at the same time, the body can lengthen so much more!


Shining in ballet from the age of three, Desirae took a lead role in the Nutcracker by the age of six with the Fort Worth City Ballet Company.  Through high school and college, she continued a path of competitive sports mixed with the arts. After graduating from the University of Texas at Austin, she followed a creative marketing path and in 1993 opened her own graphic design studio American Pie Design, Inc. Desirae discovered that yoga provided a counter to the stress of the corporate world. Traveling the country for major corporations, she experienced many yoga styles, but found Bikram YogaBaptiste Power VinyasaAnusara Yoga and Sridaiva styles provided a spiritual aspect, the missing puzzle piece to her life. In 2006, she opened Breath and Body Yoga on Burnet Road and in September of 2015 she opened the second location on Exposition in Austin, Texas. She established the leading 200 and 500-hour teacher training school in Austin plus produces online classes and yoga videos. The University of Texas’s Women’s Volleyball, Softball, Golf and Men’s Baseball and Women’s Basketball teams hire her to bring strength, flexibility, breath and alignment to their collegiate sports.  At present she teaches, tours and trains, bringing a new dynamic to the practice where vinyasa flow meets alignment.

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Marni Task: Yoga as Therapy

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Photo Courtesy of Marin Power Yoga

Well, this photo pretty much sums up one of my favorite takeaways from Marni!  For someone who suffers from chronic migraines because of tight shoulders and neck, this chair supported shoulderstand is AMAZING!  Freedom in the neck as gravity helps to create length, and at the same time, downward pressure on the shoulders like a deep tissue massage, plus of course all the benefits of being upside down… yummy!

Shlump Pump

This was a term Marni used to describe constant shifting and deepening in poses.   One example of shlump pump is in the scapular J movement such as collapsing the shoulders in a plank pose versus pressing the floor away and creating space between the shoulder blades.  Another example is when Marni transitioned the top hand in side angle pose to an extended side angle pose.  Instead of just shifting the whole arm over the head, Marni taught mini drills for students to “shlump pump” that arm in and out of the socket.  When the arm is inside of the socket (vs. arm reaching way out), there is more mobility and it is safe to rotate the arm overhead.

  • I will teach shlump pump drills to my students so they are safer in poses and will have deeper ranges of motion.  Examples of a shlump pump pose is doing cobra pose on fingertips and twisting right or left, but pressing down on the fingertips and squeezing the shoulder blades together.

Proprioceptive Neuromuscular Facilitation

Big word.  Big changes to my practice.  Because I am naturally flexible, I often go so deep in poses that I am actually not working very hard.  I am simply dumping into my joints and “hanging out.”  For example, take a seated forward fold.  I can fold so deeply that my belly and ribs just rest on my legs and my hands go beyond my feet.  Marni taught us the idea of PNF, which I took to mean: by creating space around the joints, we can actually get deeper into the pose.  Examples include placing our thumbs in our hip socket and pulling outwards to create space in the hip joint.  Or in that seated forward fold, I should literally lift my belly in and off my legs (similar to a cat pose sensation), then lengthen out further towards my toes.  The more I repeat this wavy action, the deeper my forward bend.

  • I will be mindful in my own yoga practice to use PNF to deepen my poses and not to “hang out!”
  • I will teach my students to be aware if they are dumping in poses or working on deepening their poses.

Assists Please

Marni taught us many assists of all ranges, from basic poses such as Downward Dog to advanced poses such as Visvamitrasana.  I also appreciated that she spent time teaching with props, such as a shoulderstand with 3 blankets and a rolled up mat!

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To post or not to post? @marinpoweryoga sent me this #nofilter photo and asked me to post it on my page. I just finished another 30 hours of my #300ryt this week (120 hours done!) with @marni.task and here she is showing us how to do a #shoulderstand #assist using 3 blankets underneath my shoulders to protect my neck. I didn't want to post this photo because I was too self-conscious of my close up bare belly… (What is up with the endless negative self-talk???)… And right now, I've decided to take a deep breath, think positively towards myself, and embrace the fact that I am 37 years young, I've had 2 kids, and I should be #grateful that I am the healthiest and strongest I have ever been in my life. I don't diet (as you know daily #icecream is my weakness), but I do eat a ton of veggies, protein, and limited carbohydrates. This photo shouldn't be shameful, it should inspire me to continue a lifestyle of sweating a lot, strengthening physically and mentally, and trying to find balance with everything (work vs play, sleep vs wake, conversation vs looking at the phone, etc). I should embrace that because I have been taking care of myself a little bit better, I have healed my #migraines from every 6 weeks to *knock knock* every 3 months… So why hide? Why be shy? I am posting this picture to hopefully inspire you to reflect on what healthy means to you? No extremes, just slight changes can make a world of difference. Walking up the stairs, drinking more water, stopping that midnight snacking… I thank my mentors, my yoga guru Sherry Han who is (gasp) close to… 70? @michelledozoisfitness who just turned 50… My grandma who is 97… My parents… These people are my #inspiration because they prioritize their health, but know how to #balance it all with a dash of #chocolate 😉. After all, life is sweet! ❤️ —————————————— @athleta #athleta #athletaambassador #sponsored #athletacortemadera #powerofshe #yoga #yogaeverydamnday #yogainspiration l #yogi #yogini #yogagirl #yogamom #upsidedown #inversion #inversions #ab #abs #strength

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Marni Task, ERYT 500 is an Advanced Certified Jivamukti Yoga Teacher & Anusara Inspired instructor at Cleveland Yoga. Since 1989 she has been inspired by her beloved teachers Sharon Gannon & David Life, the creators of Jivamukti. Other inspiring teachers include John Friend, Desiree Rumbaugh, Amy Ippoliti, Mitchel Bleier, Shri Shri K Pattabhi Jois, Dharma Mittra, Krishna Das, and Ram Das.

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Paul Rosenblum: Meditation & Philosophy

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Oh Paul.  You know when you meet someone and you have a lasting impression of them?  Paul is full of smiles.  He exudes peace, love, kindness, gentleness, patience, compassion, and wisdom.  After all, he is literally a Zen Master.  Really.  As far as meditation goes, I was a newbie, so that part of the training was indeed a challenge.  However, as far as professional development goes?  I grew.

The Repeating Question

Everyday, we had an exercise.  We would get into partners and Paul would give us one question.  One person asked the question, one person answered.  The asker would respond, “Thank you” and repeat the question.  And the person answering had to come up with something different.  And this continued.  For 10 minutes.  The result?  When someone asks you the same question over and over, you really have to start digging deeper to come up with different answers.  You end up going beyond the “easy” surface level answers, and you have to really think… you end up really waking up.

  • I will try to be fully awake, fully present in all of my actions: when I am driving my car from Point A to Point B and not daydreaming but paying full attention, when I am walking through the house and bringing mindfulness to every footstep instead of just stomping around, when I put something into my mouth (as I typed this paragraph, I had already noticed I WASN’T being mindful because I was shoving grapes into my mouth).  This is the point.  I will taste what I am eating.  I will be intentional about what I am putting in my mouth and savor it.  I want to be awake in everything I do.

Strong Back Means An Open Heart

Paul said it perfectly, “Best I can do is sit up straight in the middle of difficulty and not to lean away or lean into it.”  He explained that there is no limit to patience, no limit to friendliness, no limit to kindness.  When someone shares with us, we should simply respond, “I hear you,” and we receive them by sharing our presence and fully listening, not by holding onto our own experiences or placing opinions.  When things happen to us, we should allow ourselves to fully experience whatever it may be without any judgement, feeling, attachment, or result.  We accept the experience in its full presence.

  • I will be a better listener when others are talking and try to refrain from interjecting my stories or opinions.
  • I will try to notice when I become judgmental and instead try to accept the situation without any attachment.
  • I will notice the limiting assumptions I make and peel it away!  For example, no, not everyone cares to follow rules like me, so I cannot get upset when others don’t follow the same rules or expectations.

Meditate With Effortless Effort

Here’s one of my biggest takeaways: learning to fold a meditation cushion from a blanket!!!

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Everyday we have an opportunity to learn something new if we allow ourselves to have a beginners mind. Some lessons are more obvious than others, like my lesson today: How to Fold a Blanket Into A Meditation Cushion (as taught by Priest Ryoten Paul Rosenblum Roshi, my meditation and philosophy teacher this week @marinpoweryoga). It's a serious cushion people!!! 1) Lay out a blanket on the floor. 2) Fold the corner towards you to the opposite corner away from you, but make two "mountains," so the corners are not stacked, but side by side. Check that the the actual fold is in line with the remaining 2 side corners. 3) Make a 6 inch fold at the base, flattening and smoothing out the fold (ironing even!). Continue folding the whole blanket in this manner. 4) Choose one end of the long rolled up blanket, and tightly roll all the way to the other side. Tuck in the "tail" in the outermost rolled later. 5) TA-DA! Meditation time! —————————————— #meditate #meditation #cushion #blanket #meditationcushion #temple #prayer #priest #zen #enlightenment #awakening #way #yoga #yogi #yogini #yogaeverywhere #yogaeverydamnday #yogaeveryday #yogainspiration #anjalimudra #prayerhands

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  1. I will set time aside each day to sit quietly and meditate.  I will begin with a doable time like 5 minutes, then work up to longer sessions.
  2. I will let go of the idea that there is a right way to meditate.  Let the meditation find me.
  3. I will treat my life as practice and “dao” enlightenment.  “Dao” in Chinese literally means both “traveling to” and “arrived.”

Ryuten Paul Rosenblum Roshi is a lineage holder in the Zen Buddhist tradition of Dongshan and Dogen.

He began practice with his first teacher, Shunryu Suzuki Roshi, at Tassajara Zen Mountain Center in 1968. For ten years, Ryuten lived and trained at Zen Center: with Suzuki Roshi until his death in 1971, and subsequently with Suzuki Roshi’s successor Zentatsu Baker Roshi. He was ordained as a priest in 1975. After a period of “working in the world,” Ryuten Roshi became a successor of Baker Roshi and received Dharma Transmission, authorization to teach, from him in August of 1999.

Ryuten’s practice and teaching is rooted in the fact that truth, the whole body, is continually presencing anew. When are no longer caught by the beliefs and preconceptions that keep us from attesting to this fact, we can know directly that each one of us, each being and thing, is unbounded aliveness. To practice is to be present in the unfolding of aliveness itself.

Ryuten Roshi spends almost half of each year as Seido, Resident Teacher, at Buddhistisches Studienzentrum im Johanneshof located in the Black Forest in Germany. Ryuten also teaches regularly at other centers in Berlin, Vienna and beyond. He lives in San Anselmo, California.

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Elizabeth Lutes: Art of Communication

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Elizabeth is brilliant.  She is not afraid of speaking honestly, which is one of my weakest points.  Elizabeth basically summed up in one word how I deal with every single negative situation or person I encounter: avoidance.  I never really saw that pattern in myself, but after she pointed it out, it was pretty clear.  I tend to avoid conflict and brush it aside or change the subject.

  • I will “avoid” avoiding!
  • I will learn to say “no” more.  In fact I’m off to a good start because as of this week, I decided I was burned out from teaching too many classes… so I gave up 2 of my classes!  I know it was the right choice, but it was still hard to do!

Generous Listening

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Do you listen "generously?" When someone speaks to you, are you giving your whole self? Does your body language demonstrate full attention, from your eyes, to your posture, to your presence? Is your mind fully processing what your ears hear or are you thinking of something else or your response? How about your heart? Is there genuine interest and care? Are you curious to truly understand that person's heart? It has been such an eye opening week for me learning the art of #communication from @eshl121 for part of our #300ryt #teachertraining program at @marinpoweryoga. From today on, I commit to being a "generous" listener!!! Thank you Elizabeth 🙏 —————————————— Outfit by @athleta #athleta #athletaambassador #sponsored #athletacortemadera #powerofshe #yogachallenge #hollyshandstands @upsidedownmama @yogitales #findingyourfloat @sharasklar @susanbishopyoga @threebabies123 @catbradleyyoga @caitmnolan #handstand #handstands #handstand365 #inversion #inversions #inversionjunkie #upsidedown #crow #crowpose #bakasana #core #abs #yoga #yogaeverydamnday #yogaeverywhere #yogi #yogini

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Elizabeth broke down what happens when we communicate face to face with someone.   When you are talking to someone, the listener listens to you:

55%  through body language and facial expression

38% through tone of voice – pacing, volume, inflection

and 7% to content, or your words

So really, 93% of how we listen isn’t through someone’s words!  We listen mostly in the unconscious mind! 

  • I will be a generous listener by standing still, making eye contact, staying present, focused, and attentive, validating what I hear, asking questions, and simply being open and curious to what I hear.
  • I will ask questions if I am prepared for the answers.  For example, I will not ask, “How are you,” if I am just passing by someone and I am not really waiting for their answer.
  • I will listen first for content and repeat my understanding of what I heard, then I will listen for emotion and ask about the other person’s feelings.  Last, I will listen for what the other person is committed to and what they value.  I will invite others to share and invite conversations.


Own Your Story

Elizabeth shared a powerful way to change the perspective on events that have happened in our lives.  When we blame someone or view ourselves as victims of a situation, then we have no way to heal ourselves because we give all the power to the other person.  Instead, Elizabeth encouraged us to take responsibility over every situation, and to re-write our stories without any blame.  How can we see a scenario and see the role WE played in it, instead of blaming others and their role?  “I did this…” “I can do this to improve this situation…” “I can help to…”  Elizabeth says, “We may not have choices about our circumstances, but we always have a choice on how we respond to them.”  Perfect.

  • I will stop myself from blaming others and acting like a victim.
  • I will stop judging others and drawing conclusions about people.
  • I will take responsibility over the problems I may have and take the necessary steps to fix the situation so that I am healed, whether it is through speaking honestly to someone, or changing my own behavior.

Kundalini Yoga

A nice break from our serious discussions with Elizabeth was when she introduced us to her practice of Kundalini Yoga, which I had never experienced before.  I can summarize my experience of Kundalini through Elizabeth’s quote, “What you resist, persist.”  In Kundalini, you take a movement and repeat it over and over with the breath.  The repetition over time is the practice, because often times your muscles are aching and you want to stop moving, or else your mind wants the movement to stop!  Instead, it is the practice of not resisting, but letting it be.  Accepting and experiencing.

  • I will continue to practice the Nabe Kriya that Elizabeth introduced, which is a sequence that is specifically targeted for the abdominals, and integrate more styles of yoga into my flows because variety is fun!

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Elizabeth has spent over 30 years working in educational, non-profit and corporate environments to empower people to see new possibilities and achieve new levels of satisfaction and effectiveness. For 12 years, Elizabeth ran a community-based, volunteer intensive transformational program for youth at risk, active in 25 cities in the US and in the UK. She then moved into the world of corporate consulting, bringing her training, coaching and facilitation skills to support leaders in transforming their leadership, teams, and organizations.

Elizabeth began practicing yoga over fifteen years ago, and has participated in many teacher trainings, most recently receiving her certification as a Level 1 Kundalini Yoga Teacher through the Kundalini Research Institute. Since 2006, Elizabeth has been supporting, designing, and co-facilitating teacher trainings and transformational  programs using yoga as a vehicle for personal evolution. After working with Baron Baptiste for several years, 2009 – 2012, Elizabeth co-founded Real Evolution Yoga with Tom Lutes and Kevin McQuillan.

Elena Brower: The Art of Attention

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There is magic in the air when Elena is around.  You just know and feel this deep presence that is indescribable about Elena.  From her intense eye contact (left eye only apparently), to her intentional moments of silence, to her genuine interest and care and love for others, to her wisdom and knowledge, and to her “sixth” sense of knowing beyond what an average person knows… Magic.


We began one of our conversations brainstorming what makes the caliber of a teacher.  Everyone shared things from a teacher being personable and sincere, to someone who is vulnerable and embraces imperfection, to a teacher that has positive energy and creates connection.  Elena also added in that a teacher of caliber knows what to do to carve the best out of their students.  That teacher is able to penetrate like a bullet into the hearts of students.  Elena shared her 3 “P’s” that she follows whenever she teaches:

  • I will be precise with my words.
  • I will be patient.
  • I will pace my classes and allow space for students to absorb their experiences.

Fit Yourself First

To increase our caliber as teachers and leave the greatest impact on our students, Elena stresses that we have to work on ourselves first!  We do so by studying and practicing, not only just in yoga, but in life.  When we come from a place of constantly learning, growing, and trying, then we can share with our students and everyone will feel it.

  • I will commit to reading more growth books consistently.
  • I will try to include more impersonal personal sharing in my classes (sharing without being too personal so that people can relate, and sharing with integrity and honesty).
  • I will continue to study and practice being a loving parent.  Elena shared that one of the worst things we can do to our children is to yell at them and then leave them feeling ashamed. She said the result of this is children who lack creativity and insight, children who become adults that feel shameful.  Elena said it is so important to right away come back with love both physically and verbally.  To hold our children tight and still let them know they are loved.  That was a powerful take away.

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Today was a tremendous day immersed in 8 juicy hours with @elenabrower at @marinpoweryoga. The most challenging part of the day? Doing a 30 minute #Kirtan #Kriya #meditation repeating "Sa Ta Na Ma" over and over… My whole being was going crazy resisting and fighting the experience, wanting to shut my mouth and stop tapping my fingers. I kept thinking I would rather do #pushups and #handstands for 30 minutes than keep chanting!!! And then, about 15 minutes in, there was a bit of silence and out of exhaustion from my consuming internal struggle, somehow I finally surrendered. I was able to surrender to all of my emotions, and observe what kept coming up but not fight it. And only then was I finally able to find some focus, some quiet, some peace. Wow that was not easy for a first-timer!!! But what a growing experience… 🙏. Any meditation tips appreciated!!! —————————————— Outfit by @athleta #athleta #athletaambassador #sponsored #athletacortemadera #powerofshe #YogaChallenge #challenge #hollyshandstands @upsidedownmama @yogitales #findingyourfloat @sharasklar @susanbishopyoga @threebabies123 @catbradleyyoga @caitmnolan #yoga #yogi #yogini #yogaeverydamnday #yogaeverywhere #handstand #handstand365 #inversion #inversions #inversionjunkie #upsidedown #questforthepress #forwardfold #uttanasana

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Elena had a simple definition of integrity: when your head, heart, and body are in line.  My observation of Elena’s integrity during our training were not actually things she “taught” or talked about.  Instead, they are simply what I noticed about Elena and how she held integrity during the 2 days we were together.

  • I will treat my students lovingly. In class, we were doing a pose and my hair happened to be all covering my face so I couldn’t really see.  Elena walked by and she simply tucked my hair behind my ear.  It was such a simple touch, and yet, it made me feel loved and seen.
  • I will not be afraid of being curious.  During training, one of us shared how her sister had committed suicide and it was obviously an incredibly difficult event that she will continue to work through for the rest of her life.  In normal situations, we tend to console and say, “I’m sorry,” then leave space for silence.  Elena did leave silence, but instead of ending the conversation, she continued.  And she asked, “What was her name?” Elena continued the conversation and was able to bring healing because of her genuine curiosity and love.  Powerful lessons.

Elena Brower is the author of Art of Attention, a yoga workbook translated into five languages. She has been studying and teaching since 1998, and is respected globally for her blend of alignment and attention. Her audio meditation coursework, Cultivating Spiritual Intelligence, is renowned for its accessibility and relevance, and her yoga teaching is influenced by several traditions including Katonah Yoga, Kundalini and ParaYoga. Elena is also the founder of, a global website for teachers, and her second book, Practice You, will be published in 2018 by Sounds True. Practices with Elena can be found on, and her schedule and writings can be found at

Phillip Askew & Ivy Kaminer:

Pilates, AcroYoga, and Privates


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This week with Phillip & Ivy brought my asana practice to a whole different level.  Besides traveling around to teach, they primarily have private yoga clients they see regularly, so the majority of time was spent on hands-on adjustments and advanced poses.  On the last day, we each received a one hour private session as the rest of us observed and learned how Phillip adapted each private session based on that person’s body, ability, and injuries.  Phillip had my fingers touch for the first time ever in cow face with my bad right shoulder bent behind my back, he had both of my legs behind my head, and he had me in a side plank with one leg around my head!  Not sure my mind was ready for those poses, but apparently my body was!

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80/20 Principle

Phillip said that we should give students 80% what they can do and then leave 20% as a challenge.  “The goal of yoga is to NOT be comfortable, but to break habits.”  This was a perfect example of how Phillip led his private session with me and definitely brought me to my 20% of challenging poses!  Another area that I appreciated about Phillip is his mini-drills that challenged regular poses we find in vinyasa classes.  For example, instead of a side crow, Phillip taught us to slowly lower one elbow down for a funky side crow and then return back to both hands for a side crow.  After that if a student wanted more, he had them extend the top leg out and transition to a 5 fingertip one leg side crow, then 4 fingers, 3 fingers, 2 fingers…. and then take those 2 fingers and “paint the floor” like a paintbrush.

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There is no perfect pose. Perfection is not the point of yoga. Every pose evolves into something else, and the journey of continuing to grow, learn, be challenged, fall, try again, or simply BE still… That is the purpose. To feel. To move. To be quiet without criticism, judgment, or comparison. And no matter what, no one can ever fail. That's why I love yoga! 🙏. Thanks for the #yogachallenge @phillipaskew going from #sidecrow to #funkysidecrow to eventually… 5 4 3 2 1 0 finger side crow!!! PS – I did a #TRX drill for the funky side crow a few days ago! Great for strength building… —————————————————- Outfit by @athleta #athleta #athletaambassador #sponsored #athletacortemadera #powerofshe ———————————– #yoga #yogaeverydamnday #yogi #yogini #armbalance #armbalances #strong #strength #exercise #fitness #calisthenics #abs #core #crow #crowpose #bakasana #sidecrowpose #parsvabakasana #balance #bloopers

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  • I will be mindful of the students in my class to make sure on one end that someone doesn’t feel too challenged and becomes frustrated or dislikes the experience, and on the other hand, another person is getting those mini variations if they want more challenge.
  • I will break habits and be observant about getting students to change up their “default” flow.

3 Types of Breaths

It seems like such a simple concept to “breathe.”  But I was not aware of how I was breathing all this time.  Usually when I ask students to breathe, I have them do a 3 part breath through the belly, up to the lungs, and finally at the throat.  That isn’t wrong, however, Phillip taught us that the belly breath, diaphragmatic breathing, actually only occurs when you do something like opera singing, not for yoga practice.  The second breath is what I am used to, intercostal breathing, where we breathe and fill out the lungs and ribs.  However, the third breath is what I need to bring more attention to and that is back and side body breath.  The best way to feel this is in something like child’s pose, and trying to hold the front body still.  Then when you inhale you will feel the breath go into the back and side body, versus I always brought the breath in the front side of my body.

  • I will deepen my own yoga practice by breathing more mindfully into my back and side body.
  • I will teach students the different types of breathing and encourage mindful breaths.

Bandhas of the Body

Normally when we think of bandhas, which are often thought of “locks” in the body, we think of the 3 main ones: Mula Bandha (root lock), Uddiyana Bandha (belly or upward flying lock), and Jalandhara Bandha (throat lock).  Phillip made a point that we have bandhas all over our body and that these bandhas support our joints.  For example, when we plant our hands down in a plank or downward dog, there is a slight space in the middle of the palm.  Or lifting the arch of our feet is another bandha.  Or hollowing out the armpits.

  • I will cue to bandhas in the body especially when I see students sinking into their joints.
  • I will learn to engage my own bandhas more during my practice, especially lifting up my foot arches because of my flat feet.

I came to Yoga no stranger to the joys of physicality. But my body was a wreck from sports that I played growing up. I was tremendously inflexible with ailments in my neck and back. For me, at the time, the simplest postures were- not only deeply therapeutic- but poignant vehicles for psychic transformation. It was this effect on my conscious mind that hooked me into the practice. I spent years in home practice before ever coming to class, thinking that my experience was too personal to share in a group setting. But, when I took my first Vinyasa class, in a room full of people, all practicing with one intention, all stoking the same fire, I fell in love with Vinyasa; and pursued it through various avenues over the years, searching out the various through-lines and common threads from one school to the next, & embracing the lifestyle of the Contemporary Yoga Movement. I teach today from that space between, in an attempt to convey the love story between form and flow, dancer and witness, devotion and integrity, Sun and Moon. I look forward to our practice together!

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Carmen & Moises Aguilar:

Class Sequencing and Adjustments

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When we were planning this 300 hour training in the spring, we were brainstorming the teachers we wanted to invite and the different styles of yoga to incorporate.  Immediately, I thought of @cyogalab from my Instagram account.  What made Carmen different from other Instagram accounts was not just her extremely advanced yoga practice, but more so how she “taught” the advanced yoga poses to other people.  She is a detailed, thorough teacher on her Instagram account, showing videos of how to get into poses, and writing paragraphs of instruction.  I could tell she really was a true, dedicated, yogi who had a lot of wisdom to share.  So I direct messaged her… and she said yes to flying to San Francisco!

Major and Minor Themes

Carmen themes every class she teaches.  Her classes were not a Vinyasa style, so it was interesting to start right away with seated poses that would normally go at the end of my class.  Carmen’s idea is that students’ bodies needed a lot of time to warm up, so she started with her theme right away, even if that meant the first pose was a Double Pigeon.  Her 2 main Major themes were: Backbends (with a strap or without a strap) and Hip Openers (leg behind the head or foot under the armpit).  Her minor themes included: twists, arm balances, splits or hamstrings, laterals, and balancing.

After deciding her theme, Carmen planned out a couple “Peak” poses that fit the theme.  Those peak poses would be near the middle or end of class when the body is most open after all the previously themed poses.  One other important thing to note is that Carmen wrote out all her sequences, every detail, so that she knew every pose would prepare the body for the next pose.

  • I will try using Carmen’s ideas of major and minor themes to prepare for my class sequences.
  • I will prepare peak poses ahead of time and make sure not to cue a pose that the class is not properly warmed up for.

Never Fast Never Down

Half of our time each day was spent just on hands-on adjustments with Moises.  His only main rule was “Never Fast, Never Down.”  This was a great way to summarize all the adjustments and how to prevent injuring our students.  Moises taught that the intention of our adjustments was to help students into the “full pose.”  This was very helpful because even if you do not know what to adjust in a certain pose, you can visualize where the pose is supposed to grow into, and then adjust in those directions (longer spine, deeper twist, etc).  Another tip from Moises was to adjust with the whole body so that we do not tire out, instead of only relying on our arm strength.  Finally, adjustments create that personal relationship with students and allows them to go to new places in a pose.

  • I will commit to adjusting in someone else’s class so I can have more practice with adjusting poses I am less familiar with.
  • I will be better about using my entire body (foot, thigh, forearm) to adjust instead of my usual default of relying on my hands and arms.
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This was a side observation after spending 4 days with Carmen and Moises: my sanskrit is elementary.  In my classes, I only use sanskrit for a handful of poses because I am not confident in how I pronounce the words, and I never spent time memorizing all of the poses.  Carmen and Moises spoke mostly in sanskrit and it was humbling to realize that I did not know the  yoga language.  What is inspiring is that sanskrit is literally a common language in yoga, and that we could travel anywhere in the world, and be able to communicate and understand a yoga class if we were fluent in sanskrit.  So that is good motivation and reason to study sanskrit.

  • I will create sanskrit flash cards to learn all the pose names.
  • I will incorporate at least one new sanskrit vocabulary word every time I teach to practice my memorization skills!

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If I'm gonna spend 300 hours of my time to become a better #yogateacher, then I want to learn from the best. That is why when I was planning the #300ryt #teachertraining at @marinpoweryoga, I immediately DM'd @cyogalab and invited her to teach a module for us! I'm so glad the brilliant Carmen and her sweet husband Moises came this past week from #Chicago to train our group. If you don't follow her already on IG, start now!!! Yes, she does the craziest poses you've ever seen, but you know what? She works for it. She practices by herself for 3 hours everyday. She earns her asanas!!! Forever learning and staying humble!!! 🙏 —————————————— #yoga #yogi #yogini #yogaeverydamnday #yogaeverywhere #yogainspiration #yogateachertraining #partneryoga #partnerpose #acroyoga #legbehindhead #flexibility #strength #balance #inspiration #teacher #teachers #yogachallenge #yogaeveryday #yogalove #yogainstructor #yogapractice #powerofshe #athletacontest

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Carmen Aguilar found yoga right after completing her university studies. A seemingly crazy choice at the time, she dropped everything and devoted all her energies to the study of this discipline. The deeper she got into it the more it fascinated her. During the first years she studied with every teacher she could find, traveling wherever was necessary, completed 5 different Teacher Trainings, and started to develop her daily practice. Devoting to it 3 hours, 7 days a week, she has been able to reach levels few practitioners share.

She has been teaching yoga for more than 18 years, developing her unique teaching style, cYoga, intended to make her students achieve their best both physically and mentally. In March 2010, she was inspired to open her own yoga studio (The Lab) in Chicago, where she resides today with her husband Moises.

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Simon Park & Ivy Kaminer:

Liquid Flow Yoga


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Simon and Ivy live a life of traveling and teach yoga 10 months of the year all over the world.  They are the perfect couple to do that because they are able to literally “go with the flow.”  It is refreshing to see someone that is carefree and peaceful without needing solid plans.  Something Simon and I have in common?  CCC = Chocolate Chip Cookies.

Flow Like Water

You can sense this same kind of easygoing feeling when Simon teaches his classes.  Simon teaches a vinyasa style, but he slows it down so much that there is a dance that happens with the breath and movement.  He would use a slow and graceful lift of the arms to show an inhale breath, and gently lower the arms during the exhale.  Simon said that creating a class is like writing music.  He encouraged softness versus locking out to create more fluidity.  For example, while moving between poses, Simon would cue our breath during transitions and let us feel every small movement of our bodies as if we were moving in slow motion.  Moving slower doesn’t necessarily mean it is easier.  Simon still taught advanced poses and delivered a powerful class.

  • I will begin my classes with more simple flows that match the breath so students can really connect to both breath and movement.
  • I will transition students mindfully between poses, making sure to “take the path of least resistance,” as Simon mentioned many times.

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"Energy flows where intention goes." I am about 260 hours into my #300ryt #yogateachertraining at @marinpoweryoga (woohoo!), and one of my biggest takeaways is to bring more mindfulness into my practice and my daily life. Instead of muscle memory dropping into #warrior1 and then #warrior2, what is the step by step flow of movements that transitions and blends those 2 poses? Instead of driving from home to work and just going through the motions, what is truly around me as I drive by? Instead of shoving food into my mouth when I am starving, can I stop to taste what I am eating and appreciate the food? Mindfulness. Intention. More alive. 🙏 #trxwithgrace @marinpoweryogatrx ————————————— Outfit by @athleta #athleta #athletaambassador #sponsored #athletacortemadera #powerofshe ————————————— #TRX #trxworkout #trxsuspensiontraining #trxtrainer #trxtraining #roytrx #trxforyoga #yoga #lunge #crescentlunge #virabhadrasana #parivrttaparsvakonasana #revolvedsideangle #extendedsideangle #yogi #yogini #yogaeverydamnday #summerfunyoga #yogachallenge @trxtraining @trxtrainingcenter #fitness

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Prana and Apana

Simon taught us that students first need to understand the physical body, and how to “do” a pose.  After that, we need to teach our students about energy bodies and breathwork.  Simon taught us that we have to find the balance of prana and apana in every pose, or the balance of upward and downward energies, and not just “sink” or “hold” a pose.  For example, in upward facing dog, we have to think how we create more upward lift even though our body could be sinking down to the floor.  This is the engagement of the palms, the straightening of the arms, the lift in the head, the openness of the heart, the lengthening of the spine, the engagement of the core and thighs, and the pressing down on the tops of the feet.  Simon says to make every pose energetically alive.

  • I will practice teaching one cue and follow it with an opposing energetic cue.
  • I will begin to notice more when I am not balanced in prana and apana in my own practice and search for that equal energy.

Restorative Yoga

A nice way to end Simon’s week with us was doing a restorative session, which we hadn’t covered during our training.  He had us fold very neatly 3 blankets into rectangles, and then stagger the short end so that it was a slow incline eventually for our sacrum to lie on.  At the other end of the blankets, we rolled up the end to make a pillow.  This was our set up for Supta Baddha Konasana, along with 2 blocks underneath our thighs.  We also did a twist with our knees to one side and our bellies on the blankets, a child’s pose with our belly on our blankets, and savasana.

  • I will slow down and get enough sleep each night.
  • I will make more effort to do less and to give my body the rest it needs.

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Thank you for teaching us how to flow like water this week @liquidflowyoga 🙏 This was my 5th #crowpress to #handstand ever in the past 2 months… Working hard for it but it's slowly feeling lighter! 9 weeks down, 1 more to go for my 300 hour #yogateachertraining at @marinpoweryoga 🤗 Yippee!!! ———————————– @Athleta #Athleta #athletaambassador #sponsored #athletacortemadera #powerofshe ———————————– #yoga #yogi #yogini #yogapractice #teacher #teachertraining #crow #crowpose #bakasana #handstands #handstand365 #presshandstand #questforthepress #inversion #inversions #inversionjunkie #upsidedown #theheartofpractice #yogachallenge #asanaaugust #armbalance #fitness

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Simon Park began his Yoga journey in 1995 with Shiva Rea in the World Arts and Cultures Department at UCLA. Fast forward to the present where he was chosen by Yoga Journal as “one of the most influential and gifted, next generation of Yoga Teachers”. Since 2002, Simon has led workshops, teachers trainings and retreats throughout the U.S., Europe, and Asia. His style is fluid, intuitive and encourages freedom through self-exploration. In addition to Shiva Rea who remains his root teacher, other strong influences are Richard Freeman, Maty Ezraty, Joan White and Dharma Mittra.  Dubbed “The Flying Nomad”, he draws inspiration from road legends such as Jimi Hendrix, who said “The Earth is my home”.

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Nubia Teixeira: Bhakti  Yoga


Photo Courtesy of Marin Power Yoga

Nubia was the perfect person to close our 300 hour training session.  She was like our mother in how she shared all her knowledge with wisdom and taught to us with love.  Nubia is a storyteller.  She has a gift of taking all her years of study and experiences, and retell everything she has learned through her words, her dances, and her yoga sequences.

Bhakti Yoga

Bhakti Yoga is the practice of connecting to everything that you love deep down in your being. It is about sharing your love for God, for things in nature, or people around you, or whatever it is you are passionate about, and awakening that through your actions such as your physical asanas.  It is about how you project your heart and energy throughout your entire day. Bhakti is the yoga of devotion.  Nubia encouraged us to perform a puja everyday, whether that was in creating an alter in our home, or in my case since I was running everyday, Nubia said that I should simply stop in the middle of my run and take a minute to arrange some rocks or sticks, and give that as a small offering to thank God, the Earth, and the beautiful natural world around me.

  • I will make an effort to literally “stop and smell the roses,” or something equivalent to that everyday when I am outdoors.
  • I will try to recognize when I do not act in line with my truth and my light, and change my actions.

I did it.  My puja during my run.

Yoga Deities

This was a brand new area for me… learning about the stories and beliefs behind the yoga deities.  This was where Nubia’s storytelling flourished.  Nubia created a yoga flow for 5 deities, connecting each of them to one of the five elements and adding a mudra for each.  We learned about Ganesha, Lakshmi, Durga, Shiva, and Hanuman.  One example was learning that Ganesha was the son of Shiva and Shakti, and he is the remover of obstacles.  Part of his story is to teach us that what we see or think may not always be what is the truth, for example, Ganesha was a huge elephant that rode a little mouse.

  • I will continue to learn and to grow, and to seek knowledge in areas that I am not comfortable in, such as learning more about the history of yoga.
  • I will incorporate mudras into my class flows.

Thai Yoga Massage

Nubia taught us 2 Thai yoga massage sequences, one on the belly, and one on the back.  Although the entire sequence takes about 20-30 minutes to do, we were able to learn many techniques that we could use in our classes.  Besides massaging students and allowing students to feel better, Nubia emphasized that the giver should meditate prior to giving the massage, in order to send love, compassion, joy, and non-prejudice to the receiver.  The emphasis once again is in line with Nubia’s practice of Bhakti Yoga, and simply devotion in all of our actions.

  • I will be conscious of taking a moment before classes to meditate and send love to my students before actually teaching.
  • I will find the right adjustment for each individual student, whether it is a thai yoga massage, a deep hands-on adjustment, or simply… a hug (as I had received from Nubia).

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#Truth. Today was a rough day. I should be celebrating as this was my last official day of my 300hr #yogateachertraining at @marinpoweryoga. Instead I had a heavy heart and was holding in so many emotions from another outside situation I'm navigating through. I pride myself in usually being a rock on the outside, being able to hide everything to everyone, with a smile on my face. "I am an enigma," I often say to my husband. Somehow @nubiayoga saw right through me and in the middle of class, she approached me during this high lunge pose to give me a hug. It was for sure the first hug I've ever received in a class before, and more importantly, as soon as she embraced me, it completely broke down my barriers and I began bawling like a baby. Bawling. It was a rough day, but thank you Nubia for truly seeing me and giving me exactly what I needed. You are my inspiration. 💗 —————————————— #breathe #life #cry #smile #share #learn #grow #humble #teacher #yoga #yogainspiration #feel #emotion #pain #joy #express #heart #hope #embrace #relationship #connection #authentic #presence #energy #faith #love #hug

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Nubia Teixeira is a Brazilian-born yogini who has devoted herself to teaching different aspects of Yoga for the past 25 years. Perceiving Yoga as a Healing Art, Nubia’s refinement and devotion to this ancient practice is reflected in her unique teaching, overflowing with heartfelt compassion and inspiration. A longtime dancer in the classical Indian dance tradition Odissi, Nubia joyfully infuses her classes with it’s symbology and sacred geometry. She is the author of the CD “Pranayama: May Breath Be Our Prayer”, released by Sounds True.

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I am thankful to reflect on the past 10 weeks.  It is one thing to experience a training, but it is even more valuable to leave some space after the training, and come back to all my notes and manuals to see what really stuck from the training.  This blog is my reflection of everything I will work on as I continue my journey as a yoga teacher.

It has been an incredibly busy, but rewarding summer learning from these amazing teachers, and at the conclusion of it all, it is just as I had mentioned at the start of this blog.  I am just beginning this journey that I have already been on for 37 years as a yogi living my truth and my light … and I am thirsty for more.

Mommy and Me Yoga Poses


Double Butterflies

Our kids just want to spend time with us.  They want to come to work with us, join our date nights, and help with errands.  In my household, I am always doing yoga, so therefore my kids want to do yoga with me all the time!

Teaching our kids yoga can provide them with so many benefits including: having healthy exercise habits, learning body awareness, and building strength and flexibility.  In addition, kids learn emotional skills such as: determination, patience, and focus.  Perhaps the most important lesson is learning how to breathe, and teaching our children to take slow deep breaths when they are faced with challenges to stay calm.

Next time you step on your mat at home, instead of practicing alone, try out some of these fun mommy and me poses!  I guarantee you will both love your time together!


Double Upward Facing Dogs


Double Planks


Double Boats


Double Chairs


Double Trees

And one more if you are feeling adventurous… have fun!


Supported Cobra Pose


How To Do A Sun Salutation


So what exactly is a Sun Salutation (Surya Namaskar)?  There are several variations, but in general a sun salutation is a series of poses that flow continuously with your breath, and are often performed in the beginning of vinyasa yoga classes to warm up the body.  The most common sun salutation A consists of 8 main poses:


  1. Mountain Pose (Tadasana)

This is your starting and ending pose.  As a stand alone pose, your feet can be hip distance apart, although in a sun salutation flow, your feet can be together.  Spread weight evenly through the four corners of your feet (outer edges of balls and heels of feet).  Engage your kneecaps, lengthen your spine and lift the crown of your head towards the sky.  At the same time, draw your shoulders back and down, and engage your ribs and naval back towards your spine.  Ignite energy from your feet to the crown of your head, and energize your fingertips towards the floor.  Take as many breaths as needed here to become grounded and still.


2. Upward Salute (Urdhva Hastasana)

On your inhale, lift your arms up towards the sky and perhaps come into a gentle backbend.  Think of backbending from your upper back, lifting from your sternum versus collapsing in your lower back.


3. Standing Forward Fold (Uttanasana)

On your exhale, fold forward by hinging from your hips and keeping your spine long.  As you fold, your arms can either swan dive out by your sides, or you can bring your hands together in prayer as you fold.  Soften your knees if


4. Halfway Standing Forward Fold (Ardha Uttanasana)

On your inhale, lengthen your spine.  Your fingertips can be on the floor or on your shins, and your knees can soften as much as needed to create the extension in your spine.


5. Plank (High Plank)

On your exhale, step back into plank, keeping your shoulders over your wrists and heels stacked over the balls of your feet.  Engage your core as you continue to lift your naval up towards your spine and prevent your hips from sagging.  Push down through your palms and lift your back side towards the sky.


6. Low Plank (Chaturanga Dandasana or Four-Limbed Staff Pose)

On that same exhale as your plank, shift your weight forward so that your shoulders move beyond your fingertips and your heels glide forward over the balls of your feet.  Bend your elbows at a 90 degree, hugging your elbows to your ribs.  From the side profile,  your shoulders, elbows, and hips should be in a straight line, and your elbows stay stacked over your wrists.


7. Upward-Facing Dog (Urdhva Mukha Svanasana)

On your inhale, press down on your palms and place the tops of your feet on the ground.  Engage your triceps as well as your quadriceps so only your hands and feet touch the floor.  Lift the crown of your head towards the ceiling and draw your shoulders down away from your ears.  Keeping the legs active will prevent “dumping” weight into your lower back.


8. Downward-Facing Dog (Adho Mukha Svanasana)

On your exhale, use your core to lift your hips away from the floor and roll back onto the soles of your feet.  Press weight evenly throughout your palms, especially your fingers.  Straighten your arms and externally rotate your upper arms and shoulders, making space around your neck.  Move your chest towards your thighs and lift your tailbone towards the ceiling, creating as much length in your spine as possible.  Continue to draw your ribs in.  Reach your heels towards the mat, but it is not important for them to touch the mat.  Sometimes softening the knees will help you feel more length in the spine.  Rest for 1-5 breaths.

To return back to the starting Mountain Pose:

9. On your exhale, walk or hop your feet together between your hands.

10. On your inhale, Halfway Standing Forward Fold.

11. On your exhale, Forward Fold.

12. On your inhale, soften your knees, keep your spine straight and reverse swan dive to your Upward Salute.

13. On your exhale, return to Mountain Pose.  Stay for 1-5 breaths and complete the whole Sun Salutation A cycle 3-5 more times.  Feel the warmth in your body that you have created.

“As the sun spirals its longest dance, cleanse us.

As nature shows bounty and fertility, bless us.

Let all things live with loving intent

And to fulfill their truest destiny.”

~ Summer Solstice Blessing




Prenatal Yoga Dance to “How Long Will I Love You,” By Ellie Goulding


Mother’s Day just passed two days ago, and at times I am still in disbelief that Mother’s Day is now a celebration for me too!  How much changes in 5 years… from never sleeping in anymore, to taking 1 hour to get out of the house in the mornings versus 15 minutes, to having stuff… just stuff… all over the house.   And now… to having endless kisses and snuggles, to having a helper put away dishes or laundry, to knowing a love that is so deep and so great that my heart actually hurts thinking about my kids.

Motherhood has been a wild ride, starting with being bedridden for 3 months in my first pregnancy!  Fortunately, my second pregnancy was smooth sailing and I was able to teach my fitness and yoga classes literally until the morning of my labor.

18 months ago, I shot this impromptu yoga dance video with Jamie Ginsberg at Marin Power Yoga when I was pregnant with my second child.  I am so grateful I have this footage.  My heart is full.

Some other yoga dances I’ve made:

Yoga Dance – “Make You Feel My Love”

Yoga Dance – “Amazing Grace”


Other pregnancy posts I wrote:

Prenatal Yoga For Experienced Yogis

I Am Going to Miss Being Pregnant!

4 Ways I Balance Family, Fitness, and Fun!


Hiking in Yosemite with my daughters.

I would be lying if I told you it is easy to be the primary caretaker for my two girls, 4 and 1 years old, while working full time teaching 15 fitness and yoga classes a week, and serving as the Lead 200RYT Teacher Trainer and Director of Operations and TRX at Marin Power Yoga.    The struggle is real, but I am truly doing everything that I love!


Here are some tips on how I try to balance it all:

1) Make Exercise A Priority

I have a hard time getting through a day without moving around, or stretching at the very least.  I feel restless, easily irritable, and end up having little to no energy.  I just feel bad.  When I do get to exercise, I feel like I am a battery that is fully charged and ready to go!  I have that much more energy (and patience) to give to my family.

Create a predictable and reasonable routine that you can follow every week.  Decide how many days per week and when is the best time of the day for you to exercise.  Perhaps it is at midnight like me after the kids have gone to sleep and finally all my work is done!  Set your routine, and make exercise a priority for your health, so that you can take care of your family.

2) Set Aside Quality Family Time Everyday

When I get home after a long day, I dread the endless list of chores I have to do – dishes, dinner, laundry, cleaning, lunches for the next day… I could easily spend the entire evening multi-tasking between these chores and spending time with my family.  Actually, up until recently, dinnertime looked like my kids eating at the table while I ran back and forth between the kitchen doing chores versus sitting down to have a meaningful meal together.

Now I am making a conscious effort to give my complete attention to my family especially during dinnertime as a priceless opportunity for conversation, as well as during bath time as a place for silliness and play, and during bedtime routines where we read stories together.  Set aside quality family time everyday with no multi-tasking, no interruptions, and no distractions (that includes the phone!).  It can be as short as 5 minutes one day, it can be an hour another day.  When you give your full attention to your family, they will notice and appreciate it.

3) Be Fit Together

When I started teaching at Marin Power Yoga, one of the open time slots was Saturday at 9:30am.  Right away I said no because I did not have childcare on the weekends.  Jamie, the owner of MPY, offered to open a concurrent kids yoga class so that my daughter would not only have childcare, but would also learn yoga too.  How could I say no to that?

We are role models for our kids, and when they see us leading active lifestyles, they will naturally too.  Everyday, my daughters take our dog out for walks with me even though we live on a big, steep hill.  I am often doing Yoga or TRX at home for my Instagram posts (@gracelingyu), and you see my kids playing around me or my older daughter trying some poses too.  What else is fun?  A DANCE PARTY of course!  Fitness and family time are not exclusive of one another.  We can be fit together.

4) Get Outside and Play

My most favorite way to balance family and fitness is to plan day trips or vacations together.  I literally go through my calendar and plan out these special family excursions or else it will simply not happen.

We just went to Yosemite with my sister’s family and my parents, and all of us from ages 1 to 70, went hiking for 3 days in a row.  We saw waterfalls, lakes, meadows, tunnels, and animals, and my daughter gained confidence climbing on logs, crossing bridges, and jumping off logs.  She learned to get back up after falling down, and most importantly, it was the best quality time with the ones I love, doing something active and healthy for all of us.  There are so many beautiful places right next door to you.  With the weather getting warmer, we have no excuse not to be outside in nature.


I thank my parents for always being my role model when I was young.  I distinctly remember our evening bike rides after dinner, annual family trips to go skiing, and their support enrolling me in all my favorite fitness activities.  Even now, they wear pedometers and walk 10,000 steps daily.  I hope one day to be a role model to my daughters, and see them living healthy, active, fit lifestyles with their future families.

“Family, nature, and health all go together.”

~ Olivia Newton-John